I wish I was well enough

The sickness I got is not even half as
strong as I am, I am my strongest even
when I feel my weakness, the goal is to
grow strong on the inside that nothing
on the outside can effect my inner
wellness ,without your conscious permission ,
strength grows the moment I think I cannot
go on, I keep going any way, don’t have a choice
I don’t think people understand how hard it is
to explain what is going on inside of you
if you , your self don’t understand, I don’t have
the energy to do certain things,I am in certain
stage in my life , where it feels as something is
draining my energy or fighting my peace of mind,
I am not going to dealing with it cause am not well
enough, so I will move on from that situation