Lost my identity

I lost my identity when I had
my last operation ,then I was
only a number on a hospital record,
I lost my entity, I am my own
worset enemy, that’s what the
doctors keep saying, if I need a
doctor ,I need to tell them my
hospital no, then I will be forgotten
like the patients before and after me,
do I really exists? I look in the mirror,
my reflection staring back at me, saw
my identity running away from me ,
again and again, I don’t want to be
nameless person for eternity, somewhere
in my soul there is my identity hidden
inside of me,I might be ill, I might be
a hospital number to the doctors, and
to the hospital staff, but honestly I
refuse to be forgotten, I will fight for my
dignity,I refuse to be with out my identity,
will look more within me , till I find myself ,
to find my identity again, I am getting day
by day , I dream of being free , no more
going to hospital hopefully, I regain my
identity for ever and ever
RT

13,10,2020