Feeling low

I am proud of my self but sometimes
feel very low cause of lock down ,yet I
am tiring hard too smile through, we
cannot control everything that happens
but we can change our experience , in these
enforced lockdown we might lose hope
and feel despair and feel over whelmed
at times, the worst part of lockdown is
not being able to see my parents and
siblings, yet there is hope , staying
positive does not mean you have to
be happy all the time ,it means that
even on bad days you know happier
days are yet to come, for now all we have
to do is to decide what to do with all these
time we have been given , when anxiety
hits me, I keep tell myself there are far far
better days to come, the worst is way behind