My guilt

My guilt hangs around me like a shadow,
Sometimes it gets so much , it starts to strangle
me during the night, it comes everywhere I go,
it hangs on my back, making me to drag my body
here and there, every where I go

I feel guilty cause I am ill , I didn’t ask for it, it was
given to me as an unwanted gift, done everything
to lose it but getting rid of an illness like mines is easier
said than done, it lives within my body , i have good
days and bad days, it’s makes me cry,

My guilt has a name , still trying to find its name, I can
control it with exercise they say, well am first one to say
am an lazy one,so my guilt gets stronger day by day till
one day shall I stumble and fall, and my guilt too heavy
to carry and takes over my body

It’s time I should stop being lazy and deal with my guilt, it
would take as long as it would to get rid of illness and guilt
together for ever and ever