Why Me

Don’t ask me why I have these
Black mood, am surrounded with love

You don’t see the endless. Night I
suffer silently with pain,
You don’t see the tears or
The endless pleading to God
And asking why me, please stop
I have had enough

When the sun sets and moon shines
When everyone. Has gone to bed,
When am all alone , I take my knife
Am too much of a coward to do any
Harm

I need to escape this body of mines
I have had too much , I wake up crying
Thinking why me, had enough