There is times

There is times that I feel
as no body truly knows me,
and that makes me feel blue, I
hid my feeling under invisible
Cloak,

Sometimes I all feel the loneliness
It makes us look sad, I try to look
appreciated of what I have, scared
To open my true heart, feeling very blue
tonight

I deeply want to express why I feeling so low
but no wards come out, by then even I don’t
know why am I feeling so blue, feel confused
lying in bed all alone

Writing my feeling so openly , the moon is
shining Outside, it’s all darkish and cold tonight,
I hate to feel like this , so lonely, no body
can understand me, may have
loads of friends around me , yet long for
someone special to fill this emptiness
within me

It’s hard to explain , I don’t want to feel this
way, there are times in my life’s when I feel
So alone too scared to let anyone to get close