A kiss would not heal me

Thank you my friend but a kiss does not
help, it cannot heal the pain in my
mind and heart

Don’t do that please , don’t forget who
I once was, it’s my brains that cannot
be cured, my brain is all muddled up ,
it forgets which road to lead , it takes
time to find the right direction with
my brains

Wish my fingers played could the piano ,
wish I could change like the wind, blowing
softly through the trees,wish I was a beautiful
as a snowflake or be a fighter like a storm,
slashing the sea or just be bright like a big
daffodil or simply a angel floating on a
cloud

Don’t forget me when I am not hanging
Around I am not the bright one of the gang ,
it’s that I am chronically ill, I did not even
choose that

I Wish I was free , just to be floating with
the wind, I wish I had a choice instead of
all this ,

Please when are you sleeping and are
dreaming don’t forget me on a bad day
it’s not me , remember me as who I am ,
I still can laugh and talk ‘till the kids come
home, that’s me on a good day ,I stay
quiet when my heart breaks

A part of me is always there , please
don’t walk away, never forget I could
be a great friend, I did not ask for this
illness, yet have I’ve learned the hard way,
I have a lot of respect for anyone who
suffers from chronic illness

It’s always going to be hard work, my brain
is still confused, a kiss would not heal me ,
instead let’s me know that somebody
cares about me