Am writing a poem for me

Am writing a poem for me
( this for when I feel low and wanted to cheer my self up)

Sometimes I pretend to be normal
I wish that I could write my way to
good health, wish I wrote in the way
I think, I can write my way to heaven
and get better health or let everything
to go to hell, its all down to me end of the
day ,I would love someone to look at me
the way i look at a chocolate bar, with love,
and passion, that would be different ,I was
told if I want to have rainbow shining above
my house ,I have to accept the rain that comes
with it, through thick and thin ,I been through
thousand version of who I wanted to be and
this how far I have got,I was borne to be real
not to be perfect , that’s why my health is suffering
but am still loved by my family and friends
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