Feel as the world I know is collapsing around me

The loneliest moment is when all you can do is
to watch the world around you collapsing and there
is nothing you can do to stop it.

Behind my smile you will see a heart that’s cracking
and behind my laughter , is a pair of eyes filled with
tears, all I want to do is cry, look closely in my eyes ,
and you will see a girl that’s not me at all , staring
straight back at you

I am physically and emotionally drained but still have
to keep going, even when I am falling apart inside, the
world will see me holding my head high, I am ready to
fight back so far

Sometimes I don’t have everything together , I feel my life
is falling apart, I have to depend on others to help me to
calm down, it’s not fair that everything comes with
instruction but not how to survive this life of ours,

I have to keep going, I should not be afraid to fall apart,
cause I can build myself up again and again if I fail but
failure is not an option