Feeling lonely during the lockdown

It feels like a disease I am confined to..
disabling me to undo my pathetic way
of speech, my voice did not come out
leaving me alone in lockdown with my
thought is not an good idea
the silent atmosphere while shopping
felt like death, everyone standing 2 feet
apart, while shopping quickly, no time to
cheat chat, nothing left except empty
shelf’s, slowly slowly life is going
back to normal , forgot what that means
I got a horrible feeling in my tummy,
at times the silence was too much to bear,
everyone hiding behind closed doors,
let’s meet when once life is safer,
i was told, what is that? I ask,does anyone
knows anymore .