Feeling lost

When I am feeling lost, i try to remember
the goods things in life ,I know I have to let go of
would be or should be, just need to buckle
up and get on with life, easy said than done,
sometimes I need to step out to one side , to
figure where I am in life, getting older ,feeling lost
it’s one of those time my brain is gathering too much
information , it needs for the penny to drop
eventually , who said life after 50 gets easier
I know if I don’t like where I am in my life , I
can move away, I confess , I got a bad habit
of isolating myself when I am sad or depressed ,
one reason is I don’t want to upset those around me,
or burden them with my problem and the second
reason is that I don’t want to feel more fragile by
having negative people around me, I heard that the
reason someone feels lost and lonely is cause.
ones heart and mind don’t work properly together
in harmony, if that’s what it would take to not feel so
lost, there is still hope left for me yet, sometimes in life
one must walk alone and I think it’s my time to walk alone,
to find my soul,cause I want to live, I want to feel good,
I want to feel loved not lost