I feel lost and don’t know. Why

I feel so lost in time, forget what’s going
on around me ,it feels as times is ticking by
so fast,I forget where I am going to half the
time, I am just trying to survive, with all my soul
and my heart

Do you feel like this, as you are not necessary
sad but you feel really empty , I know there
are friends who I can reach out to and I am
ever so grateful for their love , but tonight I feel
empty and lost and its taunting me, I will never
know why

I want to write how I feel but the piece of paper
in front of me stays empty,, like my heart,my soul
is searching for peace and harmany, I am trying to
find myself, do you ever fell like this