I feel so alone

Sometimes i can feel so alone in this
world,struggle and despair can make
me feel like the weight of the world i
on my shoulders,I am the sort of a girl who faces
so many issues alone, it’s really hard to hide
the fact that you just want to cry instead you
have to laugh,you want to be quiet but you have
to talk, you have to pretend to be happy but you
are not,there has been times that I been so sad
that wanted to be alone yet wished that there was
someone there to talk to, I am that sort of person
that has friends and people to talk to but feel as I
am a big burden on people’s life’s, but deep inside
know I am well loved and cared for, it’s horrible
thing having these depression attacks, I get upset
quickly, I get attached too quickly, I get anxiety too
quickly , I cry alone too much, I truly push my self to be
more relax and to meditate more often , it helps me to get
through the depressed moment and see the bright side
of everything around me , it helps me to reach out to family
and friends to help me