I nearly feel apart

Just when you think you have made
it through ,sadness sneaks up on u in total
darkness

What people around you don’t under
stand is that depression not about the
outside world around you ,it’s what is
going on inside of you

There has been loads of times that behind
my laughter my heart was breaking in to
small pieces, felt as I was falling apart but
hide it behind my laughter and at night tears
poured from my eyes, but most important
thing was that my soul never gave up fighting

I went to battle with every thought, with every
breath I was at war but never stop believing that
I am losing to depression, suffering and being angry
is part of life unfortunately

End of the day I fought with depression for years
with my body and soul , I nearly feel apart, but I
survived and that’s the truth