My Parkinson and I

If I let you in on a secret, will you understand why I feel very alone

I don’t want to have Parkinson’s Disease anymore

It’s breaking my heart

I must have hurt someone in another lifetime, somewhere, somehow, I don’t know how

You invaded my body

You made me look like a fool

You were hiding deep in my shadow

I feel so unloved and alone

There is never an answer from you

It’s like an uninvited guest

You walked rudely into my life and refused to leave

No matter how much I beg you to just leave me alone

It’s been like a war since the Doctor told me

Ever since the invasion on my body

I had never before felt so numb or lost

I promise you, you will never win in

My life-time