My restless leg

I am not lonely but I suffer from restless legs syndrome and it effects me not able to sleep. So I wrote this poem

Being alone and my body is painful
I hid my loneness from everybody
While Tears trail down my face , as I sob
in to my pillow every night

I have tired endlessly to explain
Why I feel so lonely , I feel as I am ghost
as I venture room to room in the mist
of night, it’s so cold and dark.

I wear my gloves and coat and stand
Middle of the room with nowhere to
go, everyone have long gone to bed,
I got that deep empty feeling in my belly,
know no one can find me, as I visit the garage
hoping the cold air would help settle
my restless legs,

there is no love lost between me and
my restless legs, no one would win
this game, am trying to dealing with
my restless leg, am truly tired

As my tears stained my pillow ,
My family are fast asleep by
now, I am lonely tonight ,

It’s midnight and my restless leg
is keeping me awake , there is not
much I can do right now, I look
around the room , go to
every room,have to
Walk around until it decides to
stop

My shadow feels exhausted and close to
tears , if only these legs of mines would
let us to go to bed, I will be a happy bunny in
the morning time
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