Stop Bullying Me Mentally

My mind is ready to burst open
It’s hard, it’s too much pressure
Words just go round and round nonstop

It’s so hard, it feel as my heart is beating
a thousand time faster, please stop bullying me mentally

I never felt so down
Now have come to face you
You are the deep dark reason
Why I go mad?
Why I look like a crazy woman?

Unfortunately there is no justice, nor proof
It’s my word against yours

Close my eyes see you standing
There in my mind
Your word and accusations going in a loop,
I feel as I am being suffocated,
please let me go

Forget me, hate me, but stop bulling me
I don’t want to be like you
It’s too cruel

They say stick and stones may break my bones,
but words will never hurt me
I cannot think of anything, I rather hide
Yet you still find me, you’re brutal
Words are going in a loop

Sometimes think where can I Hide?
The answer is to leave
So you cannot hurt me with your words,
when is it far enough?

God only knows!