This is my life history

Am sick and tired of my body
hurting day and night, am tired of
doctors and hospital , am sick
and tired of having Parkinson
disease, I wish I could stop
feeling so sad,

I feel so alone ,as though I am
standing on the highest peak
Of a very tired grey world

I am tired of pretending of
being happy when all I want
to do cry and for not being able
to let go of all the emotions of all the
pain and emotion that consume
tired of being worthless